Falling Apart Without Hope (DRAMABOMBARAMA)

Posted on October 10th, 2005

Filed under: General — Karl Olson @ 12:31 am

I guess my computer wasn’t working as well as I thought. I kept getting corrupted file problems, almost like the motherboard can’t talk to the hard drives and optical drives right, inspite of trying to install on to a perfectly clean partition. It’s so infuriating, and outright depressing to have so much stuff go wrong. I mean, I still have the source files, and the mastered stuff on the Secondary HD is intact, but it just sucks so bad to be thwarted at every last turn. I mean, still, I could always swap some hard drives around and finish the CD on my folks’ computer while they are out during the day, but I really wish I could get my computer to work. It’s like a matter of pride, but yet I feel I may have resign myself to the fact that I just can’t fix it after a certain point. I hate that kind of thing. Maybe it’s just hubris and karma exacting what has been probably over due to me, and more likely it’s just a freakish turn of events – I’ve had too few computer problems so everything had to collapse in at once by raw statistical averages, but that really doesn’t make it any less negative, you know? It’s almost worse cause all it means that rather than getting used to some level of background maintainence, it blew up completely and I don’t have a clue as to how cope at all. Short of totally losing my HDs and my laptop going toes up, everything that can go wrong has. I’m sure those next up on the agenda.

Maybe I should just give it up for a while. There’d be a lot less of a headache with that. Of course, maybe then I’d just be hiding from my problems. Maybe after a certain I should stop blathering and starting thinking about my next step. Part 1: Ask my friends at BCC for help. Part 2: Exchange the board and proc at Fry’s and give it another shot.

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